Me7 roar to angels and demons

So my older brother died.
Im sure you heard of him before.
The problem I am currently having is...
Where is he?
I know why he chose death and took it like a man which I will never be, but where in afterlife is he at?
I know he is one step further than me which is death, remember virtue is life?
Where is he... in this journey of our lives...
To figure out journey of our souls...
Where the heck is my ass oh nice hat with no top with e sign at last?
Yet I can not find his trace. I guess I wont know since he skipped me.
So... who wants to skip me?
Remember virtue is life?
Oh ya. Dun dun dun!
Reaper is all over the world~
To tell you the truth,
My older brother gave me hint saying some stuff which leads to his death and also gives me power to do what I am doing. So my older brother is a player.
So like I said, I will eventually get to you.
Just wait for your time.